A Day w Me: Out with My 3 Fav People

3rd March 2014; Monday

WE BASICALLY STUFFED OURSELVES WITH FOOD THAT DAY OMG SIBEI FAT WTF (plus the main reason behind it was to also forget those bad memories and things that have happened recently) BUT BUT BUT I didn't eat the next day cause I was literally too full to eat plus I AM TOO BROKE TO EAT OH GOD  why can't money just fall from the sky :( ok so yes, C came over to school to look for me after my exams how sweet hahaha 

went over to Causeway Point to have Mac breakfast (cause C was craving for it for like weeks) > walked back home to leave my laptop cause we were too full and decided to walk and treat it as an exercise instead, just to not feel so guilty after eating fatty fatty food hahahaha self comfort LOL > went down to Bugis and did pedi (thank you C for waiting :) ) OHOHOH AND GUESS WHAT I COINCIDENTALLY SAW LINA AND KERISA WHILE SHOPPING HAHAHA fated or what -smirk- hahahahahaha > C just randomly talked about singing k and we just called and booked a slot at 6 at TeoHeng > went over to C's while waiting > feeling so god damn tired cause my paper started at 8:30 in the morning so I accidentally fell asleep on C's sofa > cabbed down to SSC TeoHeng > sang crazily for 2 hrs > had dinner over at Astons cause the queue was surprisingly short which rarely happens, so we take that as a sign HAHAHA > walked all the way back to C's AGAIN and we obviously had not sing enough so we on loudspeaker and sang our way back hahahaha > reached C's, changed and went down to swim for about an hour > bathed over at C's cause I was too lazy to go back home and bathe > bus-ed home afterwards (thank you C for accompanying me to wait for the bus hehe) and feeling so so so so TIRED LOL 

forever wearing someone else's shirt lol

the sleep I had over at C's explains this lethargic face

hahaha always asking C to help me take photo hahahaha

4th March 2014; Tuesday

First things first, I wanna thank Lina for accompanying me down to TP to get my Polaroid films hehe so yeap, bused down to Tampines to meet her > bused down to TP tgt > decided to only get 2 films BUT BUT BUT THE STUPID VENDING MACHINE HAS NO CHANGE FOR ME AND DEMANDED ME TO TOP UP EXTRA CASH AND GET ANOTHER ONE WTF VENDING MACHINES ARE GETTING SMARTER OR WHAT LOL so much for saving money and yet ending up spending $22+ on Polaroids :'( > Lina brought me to eat spicy nuggets which were so so so so nice you guys should go eat hahahaha > sat down and talked about everything lol > had to go off cause I'm rushing for an interview > bused back to cwp to meet bbg > headed down to IMM > Town (AGAIN WHAT'S NEW LOL) > Editor's Market > got our new shades at f21 for our trip to the Zoo this coming Monday hehehe > reached home at arnd 12+ oh god so tired 

and here I am waiting for bbg as always LOL

standard procedure in the fitting room hahaha

new shades at f21 for only 10 BUCKS ?!?!?!?!

Loved Desiree, xoxo ♥

A Day w Me: 1st Anniversary with my Job :')

2nd March 2014; Sunday

Today marks the 1st anniversary with my tuition centre HAHAHAHA 

How time really flies, the interview that I had a year ago seemed like it just happened yesterday. 

Okay first things first, I definitely have to thank Lily, cause I can actually say that without her, I might not even get this job in the first place. I wouldn't bore you with all the details so yeap let's just keep this simple, basically I just went to cut my hair and passed by the tuition centre coincidentally thinking no harm asking if they are hiring, so I went in, left my name and the next day, I got the job. FAST OR WHAT LOL later did I know from the boss that Lily actually did put in good words for me so yes I'm super thankful :') 

Her kindness didn't stop even when I started working for a few months down the road (cause normally people will treat you well for just a period of time, I think? ok, or maybe its just me haha ok :( ) So yes, I always call her on Sundays just to ask her about the admin stuff. Still remember there was this once when I couldn't understand and communicate with this customer and I literally called Lily and she talked to the customer on my behalf over the phone LOL that was so embarrassing. So yes I'm really grateful to have her around. Other than that, she will always come down to the centre whenever she is free on Sundays to chat with me and we will talk about food recipes HAHAHAHA There was this once when her dog died and she felt so so so so sad and I hate myself for being so bad at consoling. I will definitely bear all these memories in my mind. :) 

Unfortunately, she left this month due to some issues, it was so devastating upon hearing this news. urgh she's always there to take care of me but now that she's gone, I feel kinda helpless. However on the happier note, she said she would come down to visit me as and when she is free hehehehe

So yeap, cheers to more income down the road HAHAHAHAHAHA

Loved Desiree, xoxo ♥

A Day w Me: Get My Shit Together

Guess what, I feel like I have woke up from a dream. I didn't know what was I doing or thinking for the past few weeks until today, someone enlightened me with his words.

Firstly, I would like to say that I'm really thankful to have people looking out for me. I feel like I've fallen into a really deep deep hole and couldn't get out of it until now. (ok la maybe 3/4 of it but whatever moving on)  

Secondly, I just realized how stupid am I. LIKE REALLY DAMN FUCKING STUPID. I really wish I could go back to those times when Ting, Yan, Ju, Yinn, Ber, Jo, ZG, Tommy, ZL where they really treat me genuinely like urgh idk how to put them in words but I can trust them so so much with all my heart and emotions wise. Why do people have to act like they care when they don't even care at all in the first place, why do people have to say things they don't mean at all. I started believing solemnly that he/she treats me the same way as I did as well, believing the words he/she said is true. However obviously its not the case. Well, I guess this is just a phase that everyone has to go through in life. All I can blame is my level of stupidity thinking that everyone on Earth is an angel, thinking that everyone is so kind and genuine which apparently it's not. 

"I lie to myself just to make it bearable"

I always had to do this, by lying to myself, making everything better as the way it seemed. This brings nothing but more deeper scars. Trust me, don't do this. 

A really big thank you to 2 guys that have enlightened me tonight. REALLY. One being the one who literally smack me hard with the harsh truth and I'm glad he did, cause I wouldn't have woken up if he didn't. Another being the one who never fails to crack me up with his jokes making me feel like all this is enough. 

Lastly, I really wish I could get out if this shit hole. I feel like I'm going breathless each time I feel this way. 

Night night to everyone out there, don't hide yourself under the blanket and cry to sleep anymore, I will pray pray for everyone who is having nightmares to not have them anymore ok? Sleep tight people. I love you all. I love my cliques and I hope they can remain as one. Although this person made me realize how stupid am I, but I don't hate you for that. I love Yan for knowing me so well that I don't have to say anything and she knows what I'm crying about, hugging me tightly knowing that when I start my irritating nonsense is just to make myself angry so I could escape myself from feeling sad and cry. I love flor's impromptu loving texts. I love how Joven cracks me up with his jokes (especially when he sends pictures of him kissing the potato and his countless potato drawings hahaha) whenever he sees me feeling/replying/talk differently (but got really damn obvious meh walao he damn genius lor) because he knows I won't confide to him. I love how Cyn types long paragraphs to talk some sense into me, being there for me and for tolerating my crazy emotions. I love CA, the one that never fails to answer my call. (cause I really love impromptu calls + I love talking on the phone lol) Loving how I always confide to him and he consoling till 5am (lol now that I recall, we really always talked till 5 lol) and waking up for school late the next day. I miss you Ting, you'll always be my no.1 in my heart. wo ai ni. 

AND OMG I FOUND THIS ON MY TABLE THIS MORNING FROM MY MOMMY AND MEIMEI OMG :') (ok technically this morning that I'm referring to is 26th Feb 2014, cause I actually edited the post, lazy to come up with a new post for it) Really really blessed to have them around, but thn I feel a little embarrassed to let Mommy found out that I cried, urgh so much for acting happy whenever I reach home I LOVE MOMMY. Ok is damn cheesy omg but really, although I don't say this to mommy but I hope she can feel it.

Loved Desiree, xoxo ♥

Journey w Y2S2: The Last Time

17th February 2014; Monday; Last HRIS Lesson

school > cwp > kbox > home

Edmund: Des so hows your Valentine's Day?

Des: WAH You know hor, they have their own Valentine's menu and it cost me like $200++ 

Edmund: AIYA its like that one ma thats why I like to cook at home, 又好吃又便宜

Vernon: Maybe you bring your dad's fish and ask them to cook you can have $20 off hahaha

Des: You know I almost stay there and wash plate for them alr hahaha

AND OMG I'VE FORGOTTEN THE REST OF THE CONVO THAT HAPPENED THAT DAY LOL MY MEMORY'S REALLY FAILING ON ME OH GOD ok maybe I'm just too tired that day so just let the pictures do the talking instead yea heh

ootd shots with them hahahahhahahha

 18th February 2014; Tuesday; Last Marketing Lesson

Really thankful for our Marketing faci to treat us for lunch that afternoon. 

Me: EH I got something I wanna tell you

Edmund: WHAT

Me: My _______________________ (ok let's just keep this censored shall we :) )

Edmund: WALAO EH DESIREEEEEEEEEE! 

Edmund and I: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHA

OK I'm sorry I've forgotten all the convos we had :( cause its like in little pieces here and there plus I'm a lil' dazed out during this week so I have been very vague with the activities going on around me and I have no idea why lol 

candid shot vs proper shot

both photos make not much difference though haha LOL and they both looked so... hahaha 

 19th February 2014; Wednesday; Last BPM Lesson
Thank you Lina and Kerisa for walking to inter instead of taking 169 hehe

20th February 2014; Thursday; Last day of School
school > partial > Tampines > Fish & Co. > Kevin's > really dark road > fishing area > mac


HEHE went to kop Ifah's balloons hehehehe really really love helium balloons hahaha can never can bored of them despite receiving them on my birthday every year hahahahahahaha

Edmund: EH I just msg you thn you come alr, live woodlands also can be so late

Me: hahahahaha -phone kept ringing-

Edmund: 你怕人家不知道你的电话响啊

Me: HAHAHAHAHA

Faci: So your name is.. "THERE SEE REE"?

Me: its "THERE ZER RAE"

Faci: oh "THERE SEE REE"

Me: =.= (and I totally gave up lol)

ok and I feel damn guilty for asking Kev to put on his ear stud hahaahhahahahahaha cause I was like telling him how guys looked good with ear studs and stuff the day before and he really wore it that day. but whats worse is that his ear actually bled and the blood literally flowed down my thumb when we tried to took it off omg trust me I'm freaking out at that point but obviously I have to stay calm or I might just ripped his ear off haha ok wtf so exaggerating but overall his ears were fine (i think) after sucking all the blood out with the tissue paper which he magically found at idk where near the water cooler. but still I'm sorwie..

and so we decided to partial since most of them were doing it so plus our faci didn't turn up on the last day (TSK WHAT IS THIS) so yea no point. But we definitely have to spam pictures before we leave right hehehehehe so yeap, here goes.

hahahaha WTF YOU SEE VERNON'S FACE 

(he's gonna kill me for posting this but relax la no one will read my blog so your picture is safe here hhahahaha)

sho pwincess-sy wheeeee hahaha

(whatever don't judge, let me happy for once hahahaha)

thank you baobei for buying my fav shweet for me kekeke #littlethingsthatmakesmehappy

Weili: EH DESIREE HAO JIU BU JIAN

Me: EH HELLO OMG LAI PAI ZHAO

Weili: LIKE NOW?!?! We are outside the toilet eh

Me: YESSSSS hahahaha 

rode to tampines in Edmund's 

thank you Edmund for the ride hehe

and obviously I slept all the way haha never fails to sleep whenever I'm in a transportation vehicle

how Edmund looks when he orders food hahahaha

and yeap, had my usuals; best fish & chips in town for lunch hehe

say hello to Kevin's kitchen mirror

Thank you Kevin for the drinks and stuff.

CY: 你看他的 cupboard 有两个 luggage 好像可以随时跑路，兄弟说有人来了， 他可以拿了衣服， dump inside his luggage, 从这个窗口爬出去 hahahaahahahhaa

Everyone: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (but srsly damn funny LOL)

haha and we took photo with his chou chou as well lol

in Des' lorry hehe 

really have to thank des for driving us around ok let me tell you his route for that day ok

hougang (his house) > school (woodlands) > T1 > Kev's House > Vernon's bus stop > Edmund's bus stop > went to the prawning area (which unfortunately is closed) and ended up stranding in some ulu ulu dark road > white sands fishing area > fetch her gf from work > back to his own house > recreational area Mac > drop Vernon off at Pasir Ris > drop Edmund off near his house at Pasir Ris > drop CY off at Tanah Merah > drop Cyn off at CCK > drop me off at woodlands > drop Kev off at tampines (lets's just assume this is how the route goes after dropping me off) > back to hougang 

SEEEEEEEE so really have to thank Des here ok hehehe 

not forgetting how hard Cyn and I laughed when Edmund was still talking halfway and Des slammed the lorry's door at him LOL 

had fried rice and my HAWTY HAWTY WATER HEHE

idk why but I love to eat tgt in one big table hehe

had truth/dare session over at Mac with them and was really having fun hahaha

ohohoh and thank you Kev, Cyn and Des for saying my name when they are being told to say a girl that you are 舍不得 of. (ok la idk whether its true or not but I'm still happy enough hehe) and really trust me deep down I'M REALLY SUPER HAPPY ABT IT EVEN THOUGH MY FACE WAS LIKE EXPRESSIONLESS ALL THE WAY HAHAHA OK SO THIS IS HOW MY HEART GOES LIKE WHEN YOU GUYS SAID MY NAME HEHE don't say I always geng my emotions all alr horh hahahhaa

really wanted to throw confettis but so afraid I might just turn my room into a whole complete disaster so I dropped the idea hahahahaha

SO YEAP THAT'S HOW MY LAST DAY IS LIKE 

Really blessed to have these bunch of people to be my classmates for this semester. They are some PRETTY AWESOME BUNCH I WUV YOU ALL. (ok la not all siao, hahahahaha but, aiya you guys know who you are hehe) 

-Y2S2-

Thank you all for everything that you guys have brought into my life. Be it if it's fun, laughter, joy or anything. I don't have like really superb memory but I'll remember all the small little jokes and words that you people have brought and said to me which never fails to make me go laughing away like crazy. Words can't describe how blessed and thankful I am to have you guys around but you know I love you all so better love me more horh hahahaha muah muah

-Le' CutiePies-

I'm a sentimental idiot and you guys know that. I'll remember all the small little things that you lovelies had done for me, even all the teases that makes me go crazy. Frankly speaking, I really don't mind being the clown and ah buey to be teased around just to trade the smiles and laughter from all of you. It's been an awesome couple of weeks with you people, sometimes I'll still look back to my old posts, the trips and convos we've all had together and they makes me wanna cry :'( ok chill Des chill, ok moving on, things might have changed a little here and there but I still wuv you all ok hehehe yes yes like you all, like Cynthia (YES YOU SIAO SIAO OF COURSE GOT YOU HAHAHA), Edmund, Kevin, Des, CY, Vernon and Coco. Not forgetting to mention that I'm really sorry and I apologize to you guys if I've offended or pissed you in any ways ok. You know I'm really stupid and such a blockhead, talking and blurting things out from my mouth without going through my brain so really really sorry ok. :( OKOKOKOKOK enough of the sorrows, I really really really reallY realLY reaLLY reALLY rEALLY REALLY REALLY SUPER REALLY can't thank God enough for me to be able to meet all of you annoying idiots hehehe ok bye see you guys when I see you guys muah muah 

Loved Desiree, xoxo ♥