A Day w Me: Get My Shit Together

Guess what, I feel like I have woke up from a dream. I didn't know what was I doing or thinking for the past few weeks until today, someone enlightened me with his words.

Firstly, I would like to say that I'm really thankful to have people looking out for me. I feel like I've fallen into a really deep deep hole and couldn't get out of it until now. (ok la maybe 3/4 of it but whatever moving on)  

Secondly, I just realized how stupid am I. LIKE REALLY DAMN FUCKING STUPID. I really wish I could go back to those times when Ting, Yan, Ju, Yinn, Ber, Jo, ZG, Tommy, ZL where they really treat me genuinely like urgh idk how to put them in words but I can trust them so so much with all my heart and emotions wise. Why do people have to act like they care when they don't even care at all in the first place, why do people have to say things they don't mean at all. I started believing solemnly that he/she treats me the same way as I did as well, believing the words he/she said is true. However obviously its not the case. Well, I guess this is just a phase that everyone has to go through in life. All I can blame is my level of stupidity thinking that everyone on Earth is an angel, thinking that everyone is so kind and genuine which apparently it's not. 

"I lie to myself just to make it bearable"

I always had to do this, by lying to myself, making everything better as the way it seemed. This brings nothing but more deeper scars. Trust me, don't do this. 

A really big thank you to 2 guys that have enlightened me tonight. REALLY. One being the one who literally smack me hard with the harsh truth and I'm glad he did, cause I wouldn't have woken up if he didn't. Another being the one who never fails to crack me up with his jokes making me feel like all this is enough. 

Lastly, I really wish I could get out if this shit hole. I feel like I'm going breathless each time I feel this way. 

Night night to everyone out there, don't hide yourself under the blanket and cry to sleep anymore, I will pray pray for everyone who is having nightmares to not have them anymore ok? Sleep tight people. I love you all. I love my cliques and I hope they can remain as one. Although this person made me realize how stupid am I, but I don't hate you for that. I love Yan for knowing me so well that I don't have to say anything and she knows what I'm crying about, hugging me tightly knowing that when I start my irritating nonsense is just to make myself angry so I could escape myself from feeling sad and cry. I love flor's impromptu loving texts. I love how Joven cracks me up with his jokes (especially when he sends pictures of him kissing the potato and his countless potato drawings hahaha) whenever he sees me feeling/replying/talk differently (but got really damn obvious meh walao he damn genius lor) because he knows I won't confide to him. I love how Cyn types long paragraphs to talk some sense into me, being there for me and for tolerating my crazy emotions. I love CA, the one that never fails to answer my call. (cause I really love impromptu calls + I love talking on the phone lol) Loving how I always confide to him and he consoling till 5am (lol now that I recall, we really always talked till 5 lol) and waking up for school late the next day. I miss you Ting, you'll always be my no.1 in my heart. wo ai ni. 

AND OMG I FOUND THIS ON MY TABLE THIS MORNING FROM MY MOMMY AND MEIMEI OMG :') (ok technically this morning that I'm referring to is 26th Feb 2014, cause I actually edited the post, lazy to come up with a new post for it) Really really blessed to have them around, but thn I feel a little embarrassed to let Mommy found out that I cried, urgh so much for acting happy whenever I reach home I LOVE MOMMY. Ok is damn cheesy omg but really, although I don't say this to mommy but I hope she can feel it.

Loved Desiree, xoxo ♥

Journey w Y2S2: The Last Time

17th February 2014; Monday; Last HRIS Lesson

school > cwp > kbox > home

Edmund: Des so hows your Valentine's Day?

Des: WAH You know hor, they have their own Valentine's menu and it cost me like $200++ 

Edmund: AIYA its like that one ma thats why I like to cook at home, 又好吃又便宜

Vernon: Maybe you bring your dad's fish and ask them to cook you can have $20 off hahaha

Des: You know I almost stay there and wash plate for them alr hahaha

AND OMG I'VE FORGOTTEN THE REST OF THE CONVO THAT HAPPENED THAT DAY LOL MY MEMORY'S REALLY FAILING ON ME OH GOD ok maybe I'm just too tired that day so just let the pictures do the talking instead yea heh

ootd shots with them hahahahhahahha

 18th February 2014; Tuesday; Last Marketing Lesson

Really thankful for our Marketing faci to treat us for lunch that afternoon. 

Me: EH I got something I wanna tell you

Edmund: WHAT

Me: My _______________________ (ok let's just keep this censored shall we :) )

Edmund: WALAO EH DESIREEEEEEEEEE! 

Edmund and I: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHA

OK I'm sorry I've forgotten all the convos we had :( cause its like in little pieces here and there plus I'm a lil' dazed out during this week so I have been very vague with the activities going on around me and I have no idea why lol 

candid shot vs proper shot

both photos make not much difference though haha LOL and they both looked so... hahaha 

 19th February 2014; Wednesday; Last BPM Lesson
Thank you Lina and Kerisa for walking to inter instead of taking 169 hehe

20th February 2014; Thursday; Last day of School
school > partial > Tampines > Fish & Co. > Kevin's > really dark road > fishing area > mac


HEHE went to kop Ifah's balloons hehehehe really really love helium balloons hahaha can never can bored of them despite receiving them on my birthday every year hahahahahahaha

Edmund: EH I just msg you thn you come alr, live woodlands also can be so late

Me: hahahahaha -phone kept ringing-

Edmund: 你怕人家不知道你的电话响啊

Me: HAHAHAHAHA

Faci: So your name is.. "THERE SEE REE"?

Me: its "THERE ZER RAE"

Faci: oh "THERE SEE REE"

Me: =.= (and I totally gave up lol)

ok and I feel damn guilty for asking Kev to put on his ear stud hahaahhahahahahaha cause I was like telling him how guys looked good with ear studs and stuff the day before and he really wore it that day. but whats worse is that his ear actually bled and the blood literally flowed down my thumb when we tried to took it off omg trust me I'm freaking out at that point but obviously I have to stay calm or I might just ripped his ear off haha ok wtf so exaggerating but overall his ears were fine (i think) after sucking all the blood out with the tissue paper which he magically found at idk where near the water cooler. but still I'm sorwie..

and so we decided to partial since most of them were doing it so plus our faci didn't turn up on the last day (TSK WHAT IS THIS) so yea no point. But we definitely have to spam pictures before we leave right hehehehehe so yeap, here goes.

hahahaha WTF YOU SEE VERNON'S FACE 

(he's gonna kill me for posting this but relax la no one will read my blog so your picture is safe here hhahahaha)

sho pwincess-sy wheeeee hahaha

(whatever don't judge, let me happy for once hahahaha)

thank you baobei for buying my fav shweet for me kekeke #littlethingsthatmakesmehappy

Weili: EH DESIREE HAO JIU BU JIAN

Me: EH HELLO OMG LAI PAI ZHAO

Weili: LIKE NOW?!?! We are outside the toilet eh

Me: YESSSSS hahahaha 

rode to tampines in Edmund's 

thank you Edmund for the ride hehe

and obviously I slept all the way haha never fails to sleep whenever I'm in a transportation vehicle

how Edmund looks when he orders food hahahaha

and yeap, had my usuals; best fish & chips in town for lunch hehe

say hello to Kevin's kitchen mirror

Thank you Kevin for the drinks and stuff.

CY: 你看他的 cupboard 有两个 luggage 好像可以随时跑路，兄弟说有人来了， 他可以拿了衣服， dump inside his luggage, 从这个窗口爬出去 hahahaahahahhaa

Everyone: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (but srsly damn funny LOL)

haha and we took photo with his chou chou as well lol

in Des' lorry hehe 

really have to thank des for driving us around ok let me tell you his route for that day ok

hougang (his house) > school (woodlands) > T1 > Kev's House > Vernon's bus stop > Edmund's bus stop > went to the prawning area (which unfortunately is closed) and ended up stranding in some ulu ulu dark road > white sands fishing area > fetch her gf from work > back to his own house > recreational area Mac > drop Vernon off at Pasir Ris > drop Edmund off near his house at Pasir Ris > drop CY off at Tanah Merah > drop Cyn off at CCK > drop me off at woodlands > drop Kev off at tampines (lets's just assume this is how the route goes after dropping me off) > back to hougang 

SEEEEEEEE so really have to thank Des here ok hehehe 

not forgetting how hard Cyn and I laughed when Edmund was still talking halfway and Des slammed the lorry's door at him LOL 

had fried rice and my HAWTY HAWTY WATER HEHE

idk why but I love to eat tgt in one big table hehe

had truth/dare session over at Mac with them and was really having fun hahaha

ohohoh and thank you Kev, Cyn and Des for saying my name when they are being told to say a girl that you are 舍不得 of. (ok la idk whether its true or not but I'm still happy enough hehe) and really trust me deep down I'M REALLY SUPER HAPPY ABT IT EVEN THOUGH MY FACE WAS LIKE EXPRESSIONLESS ALL THE WAY HAHAHA OK SO THIS IS HOW MY HEART GOES LIKE WHEN YOU GUYS SAID MY NAME HEHE don't say I always geng my emotions all alr horh hahahhaa

really wanted to throw confettis but so afraid I might just turn my room into a whole complete disaster so I dropped the idea hahahahaha

SO YEAP THAT'S HOW MY LAST DAY IS LIKE 

Really blessed to have these bunch of people to be my classmates for this semester. They are some PRETTY AWESOME BUNCH I WUV YOU ALL. (ok la not all siao, hahahahaha but, aiya you guys know who you are hehe) 

-Y2S2-

Thank you all for everything that you guys have brought into my life. Be it if it's fun, laughter, joy or anything. I don't have like really superb memory but I'll remember all the small little jokes and words that you people have brought and said to me which never fails to make me go laughing away like crazy. Words can't describe how blessed and thankful I am to have you guys around but you know I love you all so better love me more horh hahahaha muah muah

-Le' CutiePies-

I'm a sentimental idiot and you guys know that. I'll remember all the small little things that you lovelies had done for me, even all the teases that makes me go crazy. Frankly speaking, I really don't mind being the clown and ah buey to be teased around just to trade the smiles and laughter from all of you. It's been an awesome couple of weeks with you people, sometimes I'll still look back to my old posts, the trips and convos we've all had together and they makes me wanna cry :'( ok chill Des chill, ok moving on, things might have changed a little here and there but I still wuv you all ok hehehe yes yes like you all, like Cynthia (YES YOU SIAO SIAO OF COURSE GOT YOU HAHAHA), Edmund, Kevin, Des, CY, Vernon and Coco. Not forgetting to mention that I'm really sorry and I apologize to you guys if I've offended or pissed you in any ways ok. You know I'm really stupid and such a blockhead, talking and blurting things out from my mouth without going through my brain so really really sorry ok. :( OKOKOKOKOK enough of the sorrows, I really really really reallY realLY reaLLY reALLY rEALLY REALLY REALLY SUPER REALLY can't thank God enough for me to be able to meet all of you annoying idiots hehehe ok bye see you guys when I see you guys muah muah 

Loved Desiree, xoxo ♥

Journey w Y2S2: The Second Last

10th January 2014, Monday

school > partialled and went cwp > home

-went to north-

Edmund: 那只猪 leh

Kevin: 大便 boy 在大便 la

Edmund: 一天到晚大便的 leh 他 (but actually he is just buying his food hahahaha)

Me: -had banmian without finishing up the egg-

Kevin: Why you never eat he egg yolk! Must eat, it's good for you!

Me: EEEEEEEE I don't know how to eat eh like niam niam one!!!

Kevin: You don't know how to appreciate eh that's like the best part!! You eat alr thn faster drink the soup!!!

Me: OKOKOK I eat half -ate half- eeeeeeeeeeeee bleah bleah 

Kevin: OKOKOK faster drink one 口 of soup!!!!

URGH I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO PICKY OVER FOOD :( 

Me: omg why the people in the toilet so long -.-

Ila: YEA LA DK WHAT THEY DOING INSIDE plus one got 3 cubicles that can be used 

Me: nvm nvm come we take photo

Ila: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA OKOK

-went into the lift to the smoking area-

Kevin: eh what this?! orh ceh uh!! -press on it super hard-

Me: OWWWWWW 强奸!!!! -pull up my shirt/sleeve like how people got raped in movies hahaha- 

Edmund & Vernon: WALAO HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Edmund: 强奸?!?!?!?! 你叫警察他们回叫你, auntie 回家不要乱说话 horh 

Kevin: 他们很坏 hor!

Me: HAHAHAHA

Vernon: 好像你没有笑和讲她这样

Kevin: 你有看到我说过她 meh!

Kevin: -missed when he threw his cup into the bin-

Me: -went to pickup the straw-

Kevin: Don't pick up!! Omg now I owe you a 人情 eh 

Edmund: -missed when he threw his tissue into the bin- 

Kevin: EH WHY YOU NEVER PICK UP FOR HIM HAHAHA

Kevin: DESIREE, VERY HOT LEH

Me: COME I COVER FOR YOU (SEE I MAN ANOT HAHAHAHAHA)

Kevin: Eh you got trim your brows one uh?

Me: YEAP but long time never trim alr damn cui because cny subcharges very ex hahahaha

Kevin: I also got go trim eh

Me: Where you trim your brows?

Kevin: My house downstairs

(this is the first time in my life, a guy actually told me he trimmed his brows hahahahahaha) 

Vernon: 你很 cute leh

Me: -did the typical flip hair move hahahahha-

Vernon: -ROLLED HIS EYES-

Me: -using my phone with head down-

Kevin: -shouted ERHHHHHHHHH-

Me: ERHHHHHHH -with the super shock face-

Kevin: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA okokok HAHAHAHAHA

-partialled and waited for the bus for damn long- 

Vernon: -bua-ing Edmund-

Edmund: 不要动我 leh 我已经很热了还动动动 我拿我的 bag 出来 squeeze 全部都是我的汗水

Cyn and I: HAHAHAHAHA

Edmund and Vernon: -complaining and sweating like mad- HAHAHAHA used up 3 packets of tissue some more

Me: EH 911 come alr eh you wanna take?

Edmund: 911 is go one big round now right?

Me: Yea

Edmund: AIYA nvm go up 吹 aircon better than sitting over here 热到要死

-went up-

Edmund: =.= =.= =.= =.= CB NO AIRCON

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

Edmund: WALAO I PAY MONEY THN NO AIRCON 很热 LEH WALAO

Vernon: hanor don't know which cb kia want to take this bus one lor

CY, Cyn and I: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and the both of them were complaining non-stop over there hahahahahahah damn funny when they complain with all the hokkien like can you imagine 2 big guys holding one small tissue to clean their sweat hahahahahhahahahaha

Edmund: EH CY sing your song leh, you sing thn I ask Cyn sing huo yuan jia for you or you want to listen Desiree snore

Me: EH WALAO BASTARD HAHAHA

CY: Is you wanna listen thn why sacrifice other people you sing la hahahahahhahahaha

Edmund: my angmoh not that good I only know twinkle twinkle little star, and little indian

Cynthia: HUH WHAT SONG IS LITTLE INDIAN

Edmund, Vernon and I: One little, two little, three little Indians ~ (with Edmund's Hokkien accent)

Cynthia and CY: HHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAH OMG HAHAHAHHAHAHA

Edmund: eh come leh I wanna listen to Desiree snore again 

Edmund: -on loud speaker for Cynthia-

Cynthia: HHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA OMG WHY LIKE THAT IS YOU MEH HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Everyone: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAH

Me: ehhhhhh :( cannot judge me lehhhhh

-reaching in like one stop-

Me: You want tissue not?

Edmund: WALAO JUST NOW SO LONG DW GIVE NOW THN GIVE

Me: HAHAHAHAHA omg sorry I forgot HAHAHAHA

Edmund: nvm nvm later go there can buy from the uncle, got 2 uncles, but we must buy from the beautex one cause that one 3 ply another one 2 ply only, the quality not good

Me: HAHAHAHAHA OKOKOK

-reached cwp-

Edmund: exchange bag leh I very hot

Me: hahaha okok

Edmund: Now I must walk like that (acting all ah gua)

Me: omg damn suits you sia

Edmund: cb 

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Vernon: -walked to into the mall- OMG DAMN SHIOK SIA HERE

Edmund: EH WALAO YEA SIA EH REST HERE 5 MINS HAHAHAHAHA

Cynthia: faster take photo!!! HAHAHAHA

Me: help me take one photo with this bag eh

Cynthia: hahaha okok

Me: eh like cannot see the bag eh

Cynthia: You must stand at the side and smile

Me: OKOKOK -smiling in progress-

Edmund: WALAO 你看有五成肉肉了

Me: EHHHHHH HAHAHAHA (which explains the photo below hahahaha)

-chilled over at Starbucks-

Vernon and Cynthia: - dashed to the sofa- hahahahaha

Vernon: -bought a cup of vanilla ice-blended- You want drink not!

Me: Ok omg I damn thirsty now -drinking- 

Edmund: I also want leh 

Me: -passed him after I've finish drinking- 

Edmund: Stare at the straw and give the -eh got your saliva- look lol

Me: EH DONT LIKE THAT LEHHHH HAHAHA

Edmund: NO LA JK ONLY HAHAHAHA

Me: give me drink one more 口 leh -drank and passed it back to Vernon-

Vernon: DESIREE!!! YOU SEE -literally stuff and suck the whole straw in his mouth super hard- trying to prove and show me that he don't mind my saliva- wtf hahahahahhaha

Cynthia and Me: EEEEEEEEEEEE WALAO VERNON HAHAHAHAHAHA

Edmund: Desiree!!! LATER IN THE CINEMA YOU SIT BESIDE ME HORH

Desiree: hanah hanah I know why la hahahahahaa

  

11th January 2014, Tuesday
school with my flower flower top hehe > home > Celine's house

-scrolled instagram-

Me: -Saw the photo Edmund posted- YOU REALLY GO AND BUY UH?!

Edmund: YEA LA HAHAHA bought it at Kevin's house

Me: OMG HAHAHAHA

Kevin: -passed me his drink-

Me: its ok I don't want :)

Kevin: I ONLY ASK YOU TO HOLD HAHAHAHHA

Edmund: HAHAHAHHAHA 

Kevin: -took his drink-

Edmund: He took away liao uh, ok my turn hahahahaha

Faci: ok today's presentation we'll be using just the board and marker.

Me: You know the draw-my-life? I'M GONNA DRAW MY SOLUTION OUT MUHAHAHA

Ila: idk eh but can uh!! 

Me: But my drawing sucks eh hahahahhahaa

Ila: HAHAHAH nvm la mine also

Me: -drew a thumb on the paint- (which is damn ugly)

Ila: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Why like that -try drawing a nicer one, ended up drawing the exact same ugly thumb as mine-

Ila and I: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAHHAHA

Me: -showing her my rough sketch- you understand my drawing?

Ila: Ummmmmmmmmmmmm HAHAHAHHAAHHA

this is really a super rough sketch ok hahahahaha I know its damn ugly but urgh whatever hahahaha

Me: OMG ILA I JUST REALISED I HAVE NUTELLA BREAD IN MY BAG EH

Ila: REALLY?!?!?!?!? HEHEHE AHAHAH

Me: but this bread is those without skin one, I think my mom bought it at the bakery shop don't know whether halal not eh. 

Ila: I don't think those at the bakery shop is halal 

Me: nvm nvm I ask my mom

Mommy: "Bakery shop Malay can eat la"

Me: WALAO FIERCE LOL

Ila: HAHAHAHAHA 

-Edmund staring at us-

Me: OKOK don't show Edmund hahaha

Ila and I: -sneaking under the table finishing up our bread- hahahahahahaha

Kevin: Desiree are you late today?

Me: Yea.. :(

Kevin: if you're not late you can get A eh!

Me: REALLY MEH FACI GOT SAY?!

Kevin: No la you present good eh. You know others present I sleep all the way only you present I never sleep. I even wrote you in my Rj.

Me: WAH REALLY NOT DONT LIE

Kevin: WAH really la!!!!

Me: OK LA OK LA I BELIEVE HAHAHA

Kevin: Huh so sad uh 我们就要在这里告别了啊 ok lor byebye

Everyone: byebyeeeeeeeeee

-went home feeling so tired and slept all the way after bathing-

-supposedly meeting at 7pm- 

6.55PM

Marcus called: ARE YOU SLEEPING HAHAHA

Me: ……………. give me 5 more mins I wake up go down busstop and find you

Marcus: hahahaha I just woke up too, okok, see you in 10mins.

7.10PM

-in Celine's lift- 

Marcus: Your voice and reaction is exactly the same as Celine when you're sleeping, you don't know who am I right!

Me: HAHAHAHA YEA I was like gong gong 

Marcus: If I never call you, you will not wake up right!!

Me: NOOOOOOOOOOO I will wake up I got set alarm clock ok!

Marcus: REALLY? WHAT TIME YOU SET?

Me: 7pm to 7.15pm HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Marcus: -.- 

Me: -drinking the packet of drink-

Marcus: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG DESIREE Why the way you drink so funny, why don't you just take the drink and drink but your head went for the drink instead HAHAHAHHAA

Weisian and Celine: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

OK SO BASICALLY THE WHOLE TIME I WAS DAMN STRESS WHEN I'M PLAYING MAHJONG WITH CELINE, MARCUS AND WEISIAN HAHAHAHA

1. I'm a complete noob.

2. I saw Weisian for the first time.

3. Weisian couldn't stop making jokes of threatening me to cut my fingers and legs off to pay off my debt.

4. I'm the slowest in arranging the 18/19 tiles 

5. I always drop the ones in the middle.

6. Celine's mom will always stand behind me and shout "NOOOOO don't throw that!"

7. Other than just concentrating in playing I still have to remember what to shout cause Weisian will go like "When I say kalong you say 吃, kalong," Us: "吃!" LOL MACHIAM BOOTCAMP he still have a lot more which I've forgotten hahahahhaha

8. I have to draw tiles for Weisian. Weisian: Desiree come help me get one really good tile!! (he alr 听牌 without flower which makes it 4 台 I think, hahahaha which is kinda big) and the tile that I drew for him next was a god damn flower HAHAHAHAHAHA and he literally went like -.- -.- -.- -.- 

BUT AFTERALL IT WAS A REALLY FUN SESSION WITH THEM HEHEHE 

12th January 2014; Wednesday

played charades and laughing away hahahaha > walked to starbucks from school to find bbg > said bye-bye (Kevin: Bye idiot) > chatted with bbg over at starbucks for about an hour (tons of things to say hahaha) > went up to buy our tickets (Golden Chickens) > Mac > Sat at Banquet > Movies with Nachos > Homed 

Kevin: -whispering behind me- can help me buy one teh c peng? 

Me: OKAY

Kevin: repeat what I wanna drink

Me: teh c peng

Kevin: OKAY GOOD THIS IS WORTH REMEMBERING

Lina: let's play charades together hahaha

Me: hahahahaha okokok

-subsequently everyone joined- 

the china part was damn funny hahahahahahahahaha

damn stupid when I guessed sugar omg LOL

-chilled over at Starbucks-

Me: Wanna go up and buy the tickets for Golden Roosters alr?

Yan: WHAT SHOW IS GOLDEN ROOSTERS HAHAHAHAHAHA IS CHICKENS LA HAHHAHAAHHAHA

Me: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WTF HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA

Me: -time check 6pm- omg we still have like 3 hours to go 

Yan: YEA SIA LIKE DAMN LONG OMG

Me: so what should we eat for dinner :( 

Yan: idk eh… 

Me: -after much contemplating, we decided to have Mac-

Yan: Seee, I eat Mac because of you eh! This time and the last time when we ate.

Me: ehhhhhh last time we eat is because of your meimei horhhhhhh

Yan: WALAO GUILT STRIKE YOU ALSO FAIL HAHAHA

Me: ok la, now after I've finish this meal I feel damn guilty omg, next time whenever I wanna eat Mac i will give you a text ok? Thn you must remind me of how guilty I am feeling now.

Yan: OKOKOK I will tell you all the oil and everything 

Me: OK SET HAHAHAHA

Yan: OMGGG STILL GOT HALF AND HOUR WHY SO LONG

Me: Imagine the show starts at 8pm and we are sitting here waiting like some dumbfucks hahahahahahhahahh

Yan: WONT LA I CHECK ALR ITS 9 HAHAHHAHA

Me: omg I just realize this guy watch this show alone eh

Yan: YEA LA I notice long ago alr

Me: huh won't so awkward meh, did he laugh?

Yan: YEA he laughed to himself LOL

Me: OK THIS IS JUST WEIRD LOL

13th January 2014, Thursday

school > cwp > home

OK so I actually went to cut my fringe MYSELF AGAIN LOL Cause as I was adjusting my fringe and all, i just couldn't stand that kind of length, plus I have 起床气 so like I feel so damn pissed about myself easily at that point of time and urgh I just took a random pair of scissors and cut them off LOL SUPER IMPULSIVE OMG

Brought my own lunch boxes cause I ate Mac the day before and this is supposedly my dinner for last night. 

Edmund: 你们要不要听 CY 唱歌 我这次有 record hahahahahhaa

Kevin: 我要听 Desiree snore 

Me: EHHHHHHHHHHH

Edmund: HAHAHAHHA I let you listen

Me: OMG YOU LISTEN ALR CANNOT JUDGE ME EH IS BECAUSE I'M REALLY TIRED AND THIS HAPPENED LIKE ONCE IN A YEAR THOSE KIND

Kevin: OKOKOKO I won't judge you one

-listened to my snore-

Kevin: WOAH HAHAHAHHA

Me: EHHHHH OMG T.T 

Desmond: I also want to listen!!!

Kevin: OK WHAT QUITE CUTE

Me: Noooooo are you just trying to say this just to make me feel better :'( 

Desmond: HAHAHAHA I keep hearing the people at the background laughing HAHAHA

Me: We take one photo leh

Edmund: okok take this side

Me: WHY LEH the light is over at the other side eh

Edmund: Cause my dimple is this side HAHAHA

Me: WALAO

Me: lai, we take one photo

CY: -saying his standard line- don't press first ah!! -adjusting his hair with his eyes wide open and all hahahahaha

Me: Come we take another photo

Edmund: eh take another one leh I forgot to take out the tissue at my pocket

Me: hahahaha okay okay

Edmund and I: -stare both pictures- OK LA JUST NOW ONE NICER HAHAHAHA

Edmund: NVM LA, like that people will know I am a clean and neat person HAHAHA

Kevin: DESIREE! Help me eh how you do

Me: Come I help you, ok go here, click range, click etc etc

Kevin: Aiseh so fast, YES SIR

Me: What yes sir must yes madam

Kevin: Yes Madam

Me: HAHAHAHAHA

-walked to the smoking area-

Kevin: Desiree I want to show you smth about some people getting groped in the train. like that you will know how to protect yourself in the future.

Me: SIAO SIAO I know how to protect myself eh

Vernon: YOU SURE NOT

Edmund: AIYA people won't go touch her one la, if people touch her she happy only 

Me: EHHHHHHH HAHAHA

Edmund: 那个水是你的？ 不要放地上 那里很肮脏

Kevin: -tapped my hand for my hands to open and help him hold his drink-

Me: -opened and he placed it on top with the cup base touching my hands-

Kevin: -took way the cup quickly and wipe the dirt of my hands-

Me: its ok its ok, -wiped on my skirt instead- hahaahahaha (its not I'm being dirty and all ok cause in case later his hands will get dirty also so I'll just have to clean it away in the fastest way or he definitely will help me clean it off until my hand is clean)

-as we were crossing the road-

Me: -reading some article- 

there were 2 cars at that point of time and I only noticed the one at the back so I still crossed and thank God for Kevin to hold be back in time. :) The driver still shook her head at me :( I'm sorry for not opening my eyes big enough :( 

-walking back to the class-

Thank you Kev for opening the door for me and hold my back as I walk in. :)

Me: -jumping around-

Kevin: omg why you jump until like that

CY: -stare at me with the judgemental look-

Me: HAPPY MA HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

-second round of smoking during second break-

Kevin: -hooked my hand- 

Me: EH WE MUST DO LIKE THAT -me acting like the groom-

Kevin: eh I do this cause I don't have the "wall" with you eh

Me: OK LA OK LA GOOD GOOD I LIKE I LIKE HAHAHAHA

Kevin: EH LATER WE MUST SAY WHO STAND BESIDE WHO LEH

Edmund: hahahahaha okokokok

Kevin: Desiree….. later stand beside me leh

Me: hahahaha I know CY wants Cynthia hahahahha

Edmund: He already said that yesterday night during Skype le llo

Me: HAAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

Cynthia: FASTER WE GO TOILET

Me: HAHAHAHA OKOKOKOKOK

-had our class photo taking session-

favorite faci (Shannen Ang) for this sem hehe

Me: Later we take one photo together ok pls?

Kevin: ok, but must take full body one cause today I wear nice nice HAHAHA

Me: HAHAHAHA okok later ask Coco take cause she will always help me take until skinny skinny HAHAHAHAHA

Me: eh ok damn fat

Kevin: I stand infront 

Me: hahahahahha okok

Me: ok but you look fat here eh

Kevin: ITS OK!!! (like wah wah wah first time see Kev say its ok when he looks fat in a photo)

Me: Edmund take one with you

Edmund and I: -literally went slanting all the way-

-after the photo is taken-

Edmund and I: ran down the slope together LOL HAHAHAHA

Kevin: -walking in front and there's a bunch of girls there-

Edmund: Later he will turn around and look at this girl

Kevin: -REALLY TURN AROUND- HAHAHAHAHA

Edmund and us: WTF HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

Edmund: SEE I TOLD YOU RIGHT AHAHAHHAHAHA

Me: Coco! Can help me take one with Cynthia?? (cause Coco is like the best photographer hahaha)

Me: come, take photo

Des: EH ALL MY FACE IS THE SAME LEH HAHAHA

Me: eh yea lor why ah change pose leh 

Des: ok what pose you want

Me: ok we do open the mouth pose 

-spamming of photos starts here-

Me: ehhhhhh come all the guys take one photo together leh

Vernon & Edmund: YOU GUY MEH 

Me: NO LA like you all stand beside me thn I stand in the middle HAHAHAHHA thn like WAH WAH WAH HAHAHAHAHAHHA

ALL THE GUYS: -turned around and walked away- LOL

Me: WALAO BASTARD HAHAHAHHAHAHAH

the boys hehe

Coco: COME I WANNA DO YOUR POSE!

Me: Huh what pose? 

Coco: The flower flower pose

Me: HAHAHHAHAHAHA OKOKOKOK

Me: Bye Lina and Kerisa!!!!!!

Lina: BYEEEEEE

Me: Come come we take one photo!! -walking towards the Lina near the corner-

Kerisa: DESIREE!!!!!!!!!! (she screamed like damn loud LOL) (never fails to scare me each time)

Me: -obviously shouted with the cramped face- LOL

-sat Des' lorry to cwp for Long John- 

CY: Desiree lend me your phone.

Me: -finding for it and was unable to- -start panicking like fuck-

Vernon: I help you call. (he still acted to have a convo with the "person" behind the phone

Me: HOW HOW HOW

Vernon: OK LA ITS WITH ME BUT WAIT ITS GABRIEL OK NOT ME HORH (cause my hands were alr like halfway up about to hit him hahahahhahaha) 

Vernon: You see la you still want to not zip your bag anot

Thank you Edmund and Des for helping me to get down from the lorry and all. (like forever lol)

Edmund talking to us about his life, Coco talking about her stuff as well. Really love this kind of quality time when we just sit down as a whole and sharing what's really going on with our lives and some of our little things here and there. 

Edmund: -saying some things-

Me: Des you see, now you know how fortunate you are alr hor

Edmund: 是 lor 你 better 好好照顾 Pauline 我跟你说

Des: hahahaha I know I know

Cyn: When are you all getting married??

Des: Next month

Coco: REALLY?!?!?!

Des: NO LAAAAA HAHAHAHA

-went to floral shop-

Vernon: Where is it?

Me: I think is beside Manhanttan 

-reached Manhanttan-

Vernon: Where?!

Me: ERRRR I think is at Swenses

-nearing Swenses-

Vernon: WHERE?!?!?!

Me: hahahahahahahah omg

Cyn: Here la here la even I know better than you

Vernon: omg live woodlands one also don't know haii

Vernon: -lying on the glass with flowers inside-

Cyn: OMG OMG OKOK 不要摇了 WOAH WOAH (cause the glass literally went like wobbly and shaking insanely-

Me: -LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

Me: -laugh like a pig- 

Vernon & CY: OMG HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAH

Me: swinging my lunchbox plastic bag across their private area hahahahhahahahahhahahhah

CY: EH 差一点 LEH 

-went to coffee bean-

Vernon: OMG SOFA AGAIN HAHAHA

Edmund: EH last time you all sit alr I never get to sit eh! T.T 

Vernon: OKOK SHARE SHARE HAHAHA (but obviously they did not luh, Edmund get to sit himself, cause how can it be right ahahahha :P) 

Edmund: 每次我玩 dota 觉得为什么我下面凉凉的 原来我的 boxer 的 button 没有 button

Everyone: HAHAHAHAAHAHAH WTF HAHAHAHA

and some other really obscene conversations which I shall not say hahahaha I bet Edmund is gonna say why I typed out the above convo and I ask me to delete hahahahahaha

W64P '13/'14

14th February 2014, Friday

 school > cwp > amk > C's house > home

Wore my furry furry black top on that day and all I can say is that it was a complete disaster. HAHAHAHAHA the furs literally fall everywhere (especially on CY's white shirt, LOL damn guilty)

Me: -sit outside the class alone taking photos hoping no one sees it-

Coco: -came out from class- HAHAHAHA ORH KENA CAUGHT HOR HAHAHA

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHHA SHHHH come come we take together haahahaha

Coco: I help you take ootd want not!

Me: HAHAHAOMG OKOKOK must help me look skinny skinny hahahahahahaha

Me: -laughing away over smth (which I completely forgotton)- -leaning towards to CY-

CY: YOU SEE YOUR FUR

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA OMG SORRY SORRY HAHAHAHAHHAHA

CY: 你 better 离我远一点 HAHAHA

 

Me: -playing tetris-

CY: -purposely knocking my elbow and all- AIYO sorry ah hahahahahahaha

Me: -.- hahhahahhahahahahahaa

Kevin: you really keep a lot of conversations eh

Me: HAHA you see this is like from feb 2013 hahahaha

Desmond: Where you guys wanna go eat?

Vernon: you all want cwp uh?

Desmond: Like that I must drive eh

Me: Its ok la WE CAN ALL WALK TOGETHER HEHE

Kevin: WAH 我就是喜欢你这句话!!

-in the bus-

Me: -walking damn unsteadily towards the back as I was about to sit down,-

Kevin: -pulled me to sit beside him-

Me: woahhhhhh

Guy: -gave me the judgemental look- (tsktsk LOL)

-over at KFC-

(ok so basically I was kinda sad cause I never get the student meal just because I forgot to bing my ezlink card and my face couldn't make it either :( )

Kevin: Come I take

Me: Nononono its ok its ok you help me take the straws

Me: If I were a guy I must be very gentlemen lor

Kevin: WAH you are trying to say that I'm not gentlemen uh!

Me: NO LA NO LA HAHAHA JKJK

Edmund: 你怎样吃的, 全部的 lettuce, breaad 都掉在你的身!!!

Everyone: HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Me: he become the burger alr HAHAHAHA

Kevin: Bastard she say you become the burger eh!

Vernon: you know what is pot calling the kettle black? HAHAHAHA

Me: HAO LA HAO LA WE SAME SAME OK -BRO FIST- HAHAHAHA

Me: -talking on the phone with C- (saying that I'll be reaching soon)

Kevin: EH DESIREE I THOUGHT WE GO ASTONS TGT TODAY!!!!

Me: ehhhhhhhhhhhhh where gotttt

Kevin: Ask your friend go home

Me: ok la thn when we go trim our brows

Kevin: -kept quiet-

Me: hahahahahhahahah seeeeeee

-starting our psychological talk-

Kevin: -swiped my hair from one shoulder to another-

Kevin: You know when girls show their shoulder mean they are trying to seduce guys.

Me: REALLY MEH

Kevin: YEA

Me: You know when girls cross their legs and their knee is facing you means their interested in you?

Kevin: HUH I don't understand

Edmund: Means when the leg on the top is facing you means they are interested in you

Kevin: Wah okok next time I try

Kevin: -say smth nice-

Me: EH REALLY ANOT DONT LIE

Kevin: Just now when I'm talking to you I'm not looking in your eyes means its not true

Me: EH WALAOOOO

Me: -looking at some other direction- KEVIN SO HANDSOME EH

Kevin: EHHHH BASTARD

Me: HAHAHAHAHA you know when people say things and rub their nose means their doubting their own words which means they are lying

Kevin: Eh not bad uh you also know some stuff

-bid farewell-

Kevin: -pat on my shoulders- enjoy your valentine's day

CY: -hugged and byebye-

-went over to C's-

Me: -rolled on the sofa with Bell-

Me: OMG YOUR SOFA KENA ALL MY FUR HAHAHHAA

C: Its okay luh, just sweep them behind the sofa

Me: hahahahha omg ok so sorry

-after like 1/2 hour-

C: OK I GV YOU MY SHIRT TO WEAR

Me: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA OKOKOKOK HAHAHHAHAHAHA

     

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Loved Desiree, xoxo ♥