Journey w JED: Zikun

28th December 2013 

Finally getting a chance to meet up with these girls after for so long. So met Shiqi and Zikun at Somerset. So coincidentally Chunhui and I was in the same train LOL damn epic when we walked out of the train and saw each other HAHAHAHAHA went over to Eighteen Chefs for lunch (have really been into their food recently :X) Went over to Scape for some decent shopping!!!!! Chilled over at Artease and their triple chocolate milk tea was like DAMN AWESOME CAN OMG LOL I'M CRAVING FOR IT NOW OH GOD so as we were sitting in the shop we were all having the clubbing feel LOL cause the shop was filled with clubbing songs srsly and damn loud and Zikun was like Zouk tonight, girls? HAHAHAHA and when we were chatting up and all I can see like Shiqi/Zikun/Chunhui moving their heads, hands and all hahahahaha so hard to control HAHAHA but still we did't go Zouk that night uh. (Later that night someone even msged me and told me he's going Zouk LOL SEE LA SO TEMPTING OMG) We separated after that, Chunhui and I went over to SSC for Astons cause i'm craving for it hehehehe but the queue was like INSANE so we had like some random hong kong cafe for fried rice and went home afterwards. 

Loved Desiree, xoxo ♥

A Day w Me: Negativity

Sometimes I just feel how can the society be so fucked up. Well, this is reality. I just have to jolly well suck it up and move on. In times like now, I just don't have the energy to do so. 我累了， 我真的累了。 Part of me just wanna let go and give up on every single thing that what my another part is holding on so tightly. No matter how many times I tried letting go, I still can't help myself going back to care and kept getting hurt over and over again. People around me may feel that it's not worth it, I know it might not be but still omg :(

There's quite a couple of things that happened recently which made me came to a realization. Well, there's good realization but there's bad ones as well. What's the thing that scares me the most is that I might have alr started to feel attached to them, relying on them, starting to get used to their presence in my life. 我最害怕的事情发生了，我已习惯了你们的存在。So here's the thing, should I just start to take a step back, or should I just wait till the day when everyone leaves, feeling all lost again. I get easily attached and maybe that's the reason why I can't move on easily.

WAH WAH WAH Now I really hope I can read people's mind, knowing what exactly are they thinking omg 这样的话我也许就不会那么伤心， 也许心就不会那么痛了。

Journey w Y2S2: Another Round of Gift Exchange with Baobeis

26th December 2013

Met CY at Tampines cause Cynthia overslept > Had a cup of coffee over at Coffee Bean and began asking CY a lot of questions lol > Cynthia arrived, took bus to TP to get my Polaroid from the vending machine > Bus -ed down to Bedok Mall > Had PizzaHut > Chilled there for awhile > Roamed around the mall > Asked if the rest were free cause was thinking of heading down to Clarke Quay for a few couple of drinks > Only Kevin was able to make it > Waited for him at Starbucks > Started our gift exchange and I FORGET TO BRING MY PRESENT OUT :( I ONLY BROUGHT MY CARDS SO YEA….. but still we continued with everything > spammed a whole lot of pictures together hehehe > Kevin arrived went to the MRT platform to look for him > Went to Timbré > Ordered Truffle Fries, Sex on the Beach, some snowball thingy that CY ordered and some apple martini that Cynthia and I shared. Kevin and I feel kinda embarrassed cause everyone was like so dressed up and all and we both were damn lapsup with slippers some more omg LOL but we still chilled there and everything, ohohoh and Kevin sms-ed to the TV or smth like that and it was like damn sweet eh (I feel la, it might be normal for you but I've never experienced this before so I was damn happy that time hahhahaha) > walked around and sent Cynthia to her busstop and all, chatted with Kevin and I like how the way we stroll and talk in the night like got the very relaxed feeling and like, like, AIYA IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT JUST FEELS RIGHT HAHAHA still remember those times in sec school when I get to do these with some of you guys as well :') > we went home after that, Kevin and CY took their train ride home THANK YOU KEVIN FOR even thinking of asking his friend to fetch me home from Yishun :) it's the thought that counts and this really meant a lot to me :) > waited for my bus ride, I was actually pondering over a lot things at that point LIKE REALLY ALOT don't really wish to say what happened after that but yea let's just say I'm really glad that I reached home safely that night.

SWEET OR WHAT ^^

Loved Desiree, xoxo ♥